*___ A Walk to Remember

Hey peeps! Firstly, I just wanna say a BIG thank you for those who care. U know who u are, and I know who u are. Thanks for all the concerns that u've given. A BIG BIG hug to all! :) Im feeling better le. Every unhappiness will surely come to an end. Although this issue hasn't been solved yet, and I do not know things will turn out good or bad, at least I'm feeling more light-hearted now regardless wad will happen.

Gil, thats right! God has certainly sent a lot of strengths - the dearest frenz around me. Thanks to all who haven't given up on me and treat me as a fren. I love you! :) I would like to specially thanks to my dear! Thank you dear, these few weeks, I have been throwing tantrums to you. You have also not given up on me but still being there for me. I'm really very grateful and thankful. I promised you I will not shed a tear for this anymore 'coz I've simply too many things to worry.

Pok and Xiang, thanks for enlightening me, esp pok, of your theory visionary and back-looking. They really cheer me up and straightened my thots man! Both of you.. U rock! :)

Peeps! Though I did not really tell many people what exactly happened, in fact only 4 people know about this. (Is tat too many?) Well, I guess I still need some comments on this issue. Hope tat's not too much!

I want to know how I can solve this. I want to avoid this. I have my angel and devil revolving around me whenever i'm thinking of this. I'm having nightmares. Seriously, this has become the no.1 saddiest incident that has happened in my life. When I say sad, its really incomparable to when you failed badly for exams, or broke up with bf/gf, or even being scolded by whoever and met with the most unfortunate accident on earth. Looking back to the unpleasant incidents, I can still give you a smile on my face and tell you.. "what silly me, I actually cried for them all." However, if few years later, I'm going back to think abt this, I think I'll still ask myself "what exactly happened and what have I done wrong?" I guess it will still be silly crying over this incident, but i will still have a bad memory over that. Thus, if possible, I would still want to talk it out. Im not asking for too much right?

Anyway, I just wanna apologise to Gil and Dora. Thanks for asking me out during the new year corner. I wasnt there but my spirit of the countdown will always be with u two.

This will be my philosophy from now onwards - what's meant to be will always be. You cant force it, and I will not. Some people are passers-by in our lives, some people are destined to appear in your life. Some people will not forever be by your side, but if some people are, pls do cherish them. What true frenz are all about? Frenz are everywhere, but true frenz are those who genuinely show their care and concern for you, regardless you're feeling down or happy. True frenz don't have to meet up always, more than often, a SMS greeting will do it best. In another word, its the connection - if you have that person in your heart and mind, he/she will always be there and nothing can change this fact. So have you found your true frenz peeps? I hope you do!

Oh man, I'm feeling super tired now. gtg.. anyways you can still meet me this month coz I guess I will be very very busy the next month. Feeling very stressful just like when I was preparing for the forum during November 2006. -_-" Just pray that I wun get sick anymore.

One more last thank to all! :)

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Sunday, January 07, 2007