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Saturday, December 23, 2006
hey all! just wanna wish you all Merry Christmas. SOrry for being MIA again for 2 months. Im back again.. FYI - will blog more whenever im free...
alright.. many things happened these two months.. got good got bad.. got neutral.. but all i wanna say now is how i feel...
im super sad now. guess this is the saddiest christmas i ever had. i cried. i just wanna know wad have i done wrong. why do people treat me this way. can anyone tell me? god.. can u? u know how bitterly im feeling.. i just wanna drill a hole and dump myself into it.. i just wish its a dream. i dun wan to end up like wad she says. i dunwan to end up to be like her. i wish we were like the past like wad we used to be. why is she reacting this to me. help god! really help. im feeling so discriminated. im feeling so lost. im feeling so neglected. do u know? i've always been a very sensitive person. im sensitive towards people's feelings though sometimes i might be abit straight-forward. and of coz i wish those people will react the same back to me. Where is the hell world will there have negative reactions - envy, sad, unhappiness, dislikes, etc. I know the world ain't perfect. U know what's the scariest thing on earth? It will be hatred. simply too scary, isn't it? Im feeling super lost. Im scared I'll end up losing everything and everyone. I feel I'm an extra over there. Maybe i shouldnt be there in the lst place.
Ok.. Btw if you're assuming its you. Yes its you. Or No, it's not you. Wth~
Pls help me.. anybody..
God pls give me strength..im dying ! -_-
YYY
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