__ A Walk to Remember*

i felt down....

i felt better.....

ok..

im alright now.....

:)

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Thursday, December 29, 2005

oh yah one more thing......

i really feel very loved by my colleagues.. they are damn nice pple.. i feel very fortunate to have met them.. :) esp hazel.. bought me popiah yday and chee cheong fan today.. coz i nv go for lunch.. jus wanna save more $$ for useful purposes.. anyway i oso had no appetite.. dunno y.. not feeling very well recently.. ermmx...

but anyway i jus realised KY doesnt dare to talk to me.. dunno y -_-

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

i really dunno wad the hell's happening to me? ermxx.. -_-
my mood fluctuates very easily nowadays.. i think i need to take a break! im tired!~
HELPPPP!!!~~~~

i jus hate myself for thinking too much...
making pple ard me unhappy...
how i wish things ard me.. the decisions i made.. will make everyone happy.. wad can i do make everyone in win-win situations..?
sometimes i really feel quite stressed for nth..
seriously i really think im a typical gal who really.. THINK TOO MUCH! dotxz -_-

just take for example.. aft i saw wad dora posted on the yahoo grp.. i thot to myself.. im not a "zhong se qing you" person rite? how come i feel myself feel so restricted suddenly? i care for both parties i guess.. i wan all ppl ard me to be happy.. i dunwan to lose my frenz neither do i wan to lose him.. jus a small decision.. and i cant even settle it fast! wad happened to me?! he said im indecisive yday nite.. i know its jus a comment..and i dun take it to heart BUT.. seriously im not such a person.. once i made my decision.. its really hard for me to change.. sometimes i feel tired to consider everyone's feeling.. and plan this and that.. the worst thing is end up busy for nth.. i hate to hurt pple's feelings.. but muz i really make sacrifices so that i can make pple happy and yet i dont? wads the meaning of life then? i thot we muz live life to the fullest.. live happily and do wadeva we want!! ??? so what's obstructing me then? hMmm.. **dilemma**

i yearn freedom! jus wanna be FREEEEEE!!!!!! can i?********

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

MERRY XMAS everyone!!!!!
yeah.. i've received lotsa presents this year.. really unexpected from colleagues.. coz i've jus known them for less than a mth.. weeEEE!!! heez~ i felt quite bad actually..jus bought them boxes of chocolates n cookies.. hee.. hopefully they will like it anyway! =D

went dear's house on xmas eve.. which was yday nite.. had dinner with his parents.. ermx.. to be specific.. its oni his father lah.. coz his mum had her own dinner earlier on.. soo the three of us had fillets~ very nice worz.. i like the potato n egg salad.. next time i will try making on my own.. well anyway his mum said its nutritious and easy to make.. and suitable if im going for diet.. is she hinting me anything?? lol.. ermx.. well its time for me to jian fei anyway!!!! my 48kg!!!! heez~

aft tat i feeling abit uncomfortable.. ermmx.. soo rested for awhile on his bed.. but who will expect tat both of us fell aslp rite.. in the end we missed the countdown @ orchard! lol.. gillian called me.. and together with dora and shih hui.. and oso bryan as well.. we had a "countdown" through phone conference! tats weird.. but really happy lah.. coz i get to spend my xmas with dearie and oso my bestie frenz as well!! hao xing fu worz~ hee... im lovin' it! =P

i bought eye masks for my dark rings.. -_- hopefully it can really cure my "orh bak kak" lol.. darn it! its really horrible lah.. dark rings u know.. and i cant get rid of it! OMG~ anyway i took several pics with dear @ his hse.. have a look.. enjoy! hee.. tian mi worz~

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take 1...

take 2 ...

i love this pic... hee..soo FUNNY!!! LOL!!!! dear's expression soo cute hee..

ahh... act cute! hee.. dear's expression abit girlish though.. wahaha.. aiya bie lai le lah.. *SHY*

lastly.. one two three.. CHEESE!!! =D

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met up BLG and layhwa on 16 dec.. went pepper lunch for dinner.. hee.. not bad at all.. but dun blame me for not reminding u..!!! u will smell very "PEPPERY" lol..

(outside ngee ann city) hee.. this pic was taken by a stranger (if im not wrong) who wanted to make frenz with us... but was rejected by us in the end.. LOL!!!

wahaha.. taken by wanyu's phone btw.. =D

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if u realise.. im going by descending order by dates.. hee...

[04 December 2005]

how do u think of this pic? very creative rite? LOL... recorded a list of songs for gillian for her bday surprise! this is the front cover hee.. simply love the way she laughs.. soo hilarious! and natural as well.. hee..

yeah HLG unites! but where's zt btw? ermmxx.. -_- ohh gil's face cut off.. but nvm.. still can see she's smiling very happily.. anyway more photos to be uploaded soon after i get my cable..hee.. we played alot of tricks on her.. soo happening on tat day.. hee.. hope she enjoyed it!

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[25 November 2005]

I guess the pic below is a summary of wad we did for dora on her bday.. wahhaa.. creative baz.. sumptuous dinner for her!!!! i think its really delicious!

hee.. see who's tat.. ITS ME!! oh no.. im wearing tat NDP red colour HANG TEN shirt.. gift from sch.. -_- whahaha.. im cooking pork chops!! hee.. yummy YUMMY!!!! slurpz~

dora holding her "birthday cake" lol.. actually she has no cake this year lah.. its jelly.. lol.. with nata de coco forming D-O-R-A's name.. hee.. SMILE~

dora's bday card.. nice mah? budget arH! lol.. me and my creativity!!! hee.. =P

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[11 November 2005]

WOW.. its my bday!!!! and my "birthday cake"... see im SOO HAPPY!!!!!! hee..

aha.. gillian acting JJ... dotxz.. cant stand her lah.. kept singing "quan quan yuan yuan quan quan" tat day... dotxz -_- ehh.. gil arh.. can try harder k! hee.. =D

im abit sot sot liao.. lol..playing with my icccceee crreeeaaammmUUUU.. hehee...

funny ideas they've got! my birthday HAT -_- these are my bunch of GOOD FRENZ LOL!

moi bday CAKE.. oreo cheesecake worz... its actually not bad to eat at all.. effort work.. really appreciate alot thanks gals~ I LOVE U ALL!!!!

ok.. i guess this entry will make my blog damn laggy.. hee.. soo paiseh arh! hee.. hope u enjoy reading it!!!! VERY LONG POST WORZ!! ok im tired.. gonna slp soon~ GOOD NITEX!!!!!

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Sunday, December 25, 2005

WAh guys.. hehe..
jus wanna wish u A WELLY WELLY HAPPY CHRISTMAS K!!!!!!!!
enjoy this very special festival.. its my fave!!!!!!
brrr... very cold now.. machiam @ genting now.. hee.. anyway im at office..
best wishes to all of u out there... yeah U!!!!!! hee..
i LOVE u all!!!! wahaha.. but i love my dearie more lah.. hahaha.. :P

**********MERRY.MERRY.CHRISTMAS***********

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Friday, December 23, 2005

OMG!!!! i feel i throw all WOMEN's face lah.. hahaha.. if u know me well or ever been to my hse.. ok my room lah.. u will know SERENE is a VERY VERY VERY untidy gal.. wahahah.. LOL.. RITE? well seriously i admit tat im untidy.. haha.. compare to shaun.. im a FAILURE!!!!!! oh no~~ know why i say tat.. pls take a look at his web albums under "my room" and u will know wad i mean.. lol..

and sorry guys.. havent been updating ur blog recently.. coz very busy with work.. and by the time i get home.. very tired le.. lazy to on my computer.. hehe.. and i skip my lunch today.. soo im reading UR BLOG OK!!!! yes U!!! hahahaa.. and was browsing shaun's album.. and i really cannot stand myself.. or isit tat he's too neat? hmmM.. ok ok its me partly i admit k!!!!!! :P

kk.. new year is coming soon.. i need to DA SAO CHU again.. !!!!! i will make sure u'll be IMPRESSED BY MY HARD WORK!!!! WAHAHAHA... =P

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

ermxx.. have been quite troubled recently..jus wanna thanks those who have been by my side.. giving me advices and lending me their listening ears.. i really appreciate ur helP!!!!! anyway im having swollen eyes now.. n nose block.. feel so uncomfortable.. oh yah.. and slpy as well.. having HORRIBLE orh bak kak.. LOL.. look like panda liao lah.. SOOO UGLYYYYYY!!!!! someone plsss help me? any idea how should i remove my stupid dark rings!!!! ahhh.. CMI!!!!!~~~

last wk had 3 gatherings with different cliques.. very happy coz finally get to meet them aft their exams.. hee.. on sat met up with BLG.. was abit disappointed becoz i din get to go to my fav cake shop..coz there's no room for the 6 of us.. ermmxx.. its ok.. i'll make sure i go there one day to buy the cakes... they r simply soo delicate.. i bet its delicious la.. coz kinda ex.. hee... anyway aft tat dear came down to meet us.. my frenz were saying they were going to "interrogate" him.. but in the end nth much happened.. he treated us starbucks cakes.. soo fattening.. coz b4 tat we went Pepper LUnch for dinner.. i think its not a bad dining place.. can consider going.. anyway my frenz had quite a good impression of him.. heez~ dear cannot praise u too much later u float away.. -_-""" hehe..

anyway guess wad.. JJ's album is going to be OUT soon!!!! yeah! if im not wrong. its aft new year.. and the album is called **CHAO CHAO** weird rite.. but who cares.. its definitely going to be greAT!!!!!!!! =D

*** countdown 5 more days to CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

hey peepz~ sorry i went missing again.. for like almost 1 mth.. hee.. paiseh arh..
anyway im damn busy now.. i start work le!!!!! happy for me rite? no longer jobless le... hehehe... working at a jap MNC.. as temp admin asst.. sound small.. lol.. but its ok lah.. the pay is alright.. and i got free transport to and back from work.. hee.. not bad rite?

anyway i wanna make an announcement!!!!!!!! hehee.e.. guys~! im attached!!!!! okok.. im not kidding k.. im attached to the sweetest person on earth.. hahaha.. and i really put in my feelings wholeheartedly this time.. ehh.. dun think im kidding.. no more wayne ok.. its b * * * n now.. wahahha.. :P wo hen xing fu now.. and i really hope we can last forever..

to dear: i know u might be reading this.. yeah.. thanks for everything.. i love U!!!!! hehee.. and i wanna let everyone knows how fortunate i m.. hehe.. muackz~ =D **SHY***

anyway guys im at work now.. its damn slack now... this is my 7th day at work.. can u imagine? but sometimes i will be damn busy though.. hehe.. kk.. i need to get back to work.. cya guys.. will blog again soon..... meanwhile take care!!!!!!!!!~ dun miss me too much!! hahaha..

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Tuesday, December 13, 2005