*___ A Walk to Remember

YOz EVERYBODY!! it's blog time again.. wahaha.. how are you guys man...??!!! well.. i've been "rotting" for like 1 wk already lah.. wahaha.. busy yet not very busy.. hmm.. abit contradicting uH~ well.. i'm busy with my mum's stuff lah.. coz she's opening a NEW food stall with my sis in law.. soo since im soo damn free now.. i've gotta go down to help them.. they are starting on 10 aug lah.. soo guys.. maybe u all can go down and support.. soo if u all wan to know more abt it.. can ask me directly.. like venue etc.. heez~

well, i jus went thru the "detox" not (botox K.. <== from gillian..lol).. hmm.. not very effective though.. maybe becoz i onli went thru 2 days lah.. heez~ really cannot tahan man.. im damn grossed up by the "healthy" food i ate the past two days.. so today i give up and continue with wadeva i eat.. wahaha.. k lah.. i lack determination.. hahaha.. but i can onli say.. jacelyn tay damn good lah.. can tahan such food.. or maybe she's really too used to them.. yucks~ u know wad i ate.. i ate those food that i dunch normally eat lo.. and its really a TORTURE to me!!! aRGH!! i ate.. ONIONS~ GARLICS... CELERY.. its really damn yucky lah.. no meat.. actually there is lah.. chicken breast.. haha.. and i oso ate carrots.. tomatoes.. broccoli.. cauliflowers.. well i think the rest were quite alright lah.. its bland!!~ i know some of my FRENZ out there really cannot tahan such food lah.. its really HORRENDOUS! wahaha.. well.. i slim down 1/2 kg.. hmm.. coz i din really exercise lah.. heez~ i dun hav any side effect like having pimples blahx blahx.. im quite alright.. does tat mean im very HEALTHY??! hahaha.. =D oh yah.. wanna wish.. shuenky HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! (6 aug) and oso to chiawy HAPPY BIRTHDAY (7 aug) to u too.. heez~ well.. i think im quite bad lah.. im supposed to msg tat somebody (yunjun lah..) too.. but i din.. felt bad.. to the extent of abit guilty lah.. hmm.. but i really dun mean it! i forgotten to wish him happy birthday.. actually i knew it was his birthday tat day.. and i saw him online.. but i really got no gut to wish him.. suddenly.. ahhaa.. i oso dunno y.. actually not "no gut" lah.. is i dunwan to wish him too early.. haha.. not as if im anticipating something or wad k.. i mean.. aiya.. nvm.. and soo i waited.. and fell aslp.. i slpt til aftnoon lah.. heez~ but i still dunwan to msg him.. well i really dunno y.. but i decided to wish him b4 12pm.. but i think its abit useless.. in the end.. i made up my mind not to msg him.. haha.. tats the end of my story.. thank you! haha.. hmm.. yah lah.. tats it.. abit bad rite.. and he's online now.. and im here typing all these rubbish.. lol.. hopefully no one will go and tell him this k.. hmm i wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY here.. maybe someone can tell him this for me.. thanks~ -_-

suddenly miss school days.. soo carefree.. haha.. though there's stresses and pressures.. but there's frenz to joke and lame around.. soo fun.. i really dun feel like growing up lah.. is like.. hmm.. i really feel quite lost for my future.. i dunno wad will i be like.. or wad will i be doing in the future.. i dun even know will i get married one day.. or have my own kids? i dun wish to think of all these.. but its reality u see.. IM FORCED to think of all these.. kaoz~ damn sick lah.. im still a kid.. though im reaching 20 soon.. haix~ 10 years down the road.. maybe some of my frenz already got married and have their own kids.. or become great lawyers.. teachers.. doctors.. businessmen/women.. on the sales.. media.. marketing industries.. blahx~ but wad abt me? haiyoz~ **i mus be optimistic** yeah i know.. i am.. but i will still think of all these.. dunch U??!! maybe one day i might be superstar.. or great composer.. lol.. who knows.. lol.. well maybe i might be a sweeper.. aiya.. sian-ed! dun think le~ but i m very sure tat i will do something tat i like.. and not stay in an office to do the stupid 9-5 admin job.. probably something abt music.. abt media.. and tats wad im going to study at sim.. and oso tats wad im going to learn @ music forest..

hehe.. im going to update my "about me" and my wishlist soon lah.. hee.. abit outdated.. hee.. soo its easier for u all to buy my bday present for me as well. heez! smilex =D

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Sunday, August 07, 2005