*___ A Walk to Remember

suddenly got lotsa inspirations after reading the msgs left in the HLG yahoo grp..
i really feel tat life is precious..
2004 is a bad year..
so i jus wish it ends rite now.. haha..
nvm 3 more days lah.. haha..

like me recall wad has happened this yr..
the nicoll highway... tat little gal huang na incident.. blah blah.. and the most recent the tidal waves incident which caused abt 2 millions izit.. i forgotten.. deaths.. can u imagine? oh gosh.. tats soo saddening..
i really feel very blessed to live in this little island singapore..
I LOVE SINGAPORE!! hahaha -_-"
and we've got our very own SINGAPORE IDOLs!!! hahaha..

besides the natural disasters..
i oso had lotsa bad experiences lah..
kinda sad.. but i oso had happy ones too..
@ the beginning of the year.. i nearly retain..
thanks to the P.. she gave me another chance to take retest..
at that time i was very lost..
i dunno wad will be like for me in the future..
and i lost confidence..
nevertheless i still hav my frens and family with me..
they always support me..
and though i nv say anything..
im very very thankful to hav U as my fren..
u know who u r.. thanks amillioN! muackz hee~

next.. guess u all know..
i dun hav a very strong body.. -_-"
kinda weak lah.. esp this yr.. i duno y..
i cant really take stresses..
like one day im going to collapse soon..
i hav this thought when i was reading what gil wrote jus now..
abt the spore short story..
abt a group of frens.. one of them who is critically sick and is going to die any moment..
her frens smuggled her out to spend the last day with her..
they had fun chatting.. playing.. and when its time to go back to hos..
they took a cab but nv tok in tat cab..
then that patient wanted them to sing their fav song tog with her..
she left with a peaceful look and a gentle smile on her face..
cherish ur frens!

this yr im in love..
this yr im out of love..
i thot i've found my true love..
a guy who can protect me.. love me w all his heart..
but he turned away..
saying he wun turn back anymore..
i know im the one who gave this relationship up..
but when i wanted to do something to it..
he din wan to give me anymore chance..
all the pressures surrounding me..
did he feel it? did he even share my troubles with me?
izit tat we are fated tat we cant share each other's ups and downs?
sighz~ i dunwan to think..
but at least we are still frens.. im already very glad..

this yr i've gone thru the most depressed moment in my whole 19yrs of life..
i hope its all over! i really do!

im contented with my life..
this yr i've oso gone thru the happiest bdae ever with hlg.. haha..
our frenship bond has grow stronger n stronger..
though im currently single..
and no matter whether im attached..
i will nv zhong se qing you.. hahaa..
same goes to my other frens..
and i hope u all oso dun zhong se qing you k.. hehee..

this yr i take A lvl..
i dunno wad the results will be like..
i hav make my plans..
i think most prob i going poly..
im very interested in computer animationz n designing..
so i think i will love this course.. "media design"
i forgotten the exact name lah hhahaa..
its better than hospitality and tourism i thot.. hahaha yupz..
wonder Uni got such course notz.. hmmm... -_-"

well.. i wish everyone will have a fruitful year ahead..
lets anticipate 2005 together..
hope its a good one..
may all ur wishes come true..!!!!!

YYY

GREEN & MUSIC, my life !

Wednesday, December 29, 2004